So Boring

Well, I don't really want to blog right now, but I need to, or I never will.

I only have one and a half more days left at work. Get some. I know that I will actually miss it a little bit once I leave, but at the same time, I don't really feel like I've had a Christmas break. It's been more like a "Christmas let's do a different kind of work." But that's ok. I'm making money and learning a lot of pharmacy things. I know I will be very grateful once the summer comes and I need things like food and shelter and clothing in CO, and when I start pharmacy school in August.

Oh, pharmacy school interview on Thursday, January 27th at 9:00 am. So if you think about it, pray that God will give me the words to say and that'll I get accepted. When did I become big enough to be in grad school? I am a kid.

Here is a picture that I took when Virginia and I went kayaking. Kaleigh decided to add a little something special.


I've also been thinking about Noah's a lot lately, because David is applying and because I want to be there so badly, right now. So here is a picture of a couple of my good friends from my guide class. Minus the four boys on the right. But don't tell anyone I said that. They're nice.. We're just not besties.


Also, my brain is very confused. About something totally different. Wild Sweet Orange has a line in one of their songs, and it goes "Am I running away from what I've always been running towards?" And I feel like you can take that however you want, but right now I feel like taking it in my own way. About two different boys. No specifics, just in case of the random occurrence that they or someone either of them knows reads this. Well, I can give a general. An old boy, who I secretly have always hoped I could spend the rest of my life with has come back in my life. But his presence is actually pushing me towards a different boy. Oddity. I don't know. I love being a free bird and doing whatever I want, and I don't feel like I'm in a good place for a relationship right now, so everything I just said is kind of not important, but my heart is confused. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid I am possibly leading both of them on. Oops.