Well, I talked to my friend Drew about this some this summer (because he is the same way, apparently), but it is so hard for me to get excited about some things. Now don't get me wrong - I get excited. And I can get other people excited about things. But for certain things, mainly things that other people are excited about before me, I just could not care any less. And sadly, one of those things is Christmas. I am so thankful for Jesus, and I love to show others how much I love them by getting/making them presents, but I get excited about giving people their presents, not about Christmas. I just can't do it, no matter how hard I try. I have no Christmas decorations around. I don't love Christmas music. I'm not a huge fan of Christmas parties. I don't know what's wrong.
Maybe I'm just too worn out to get excited. Maybe too busy. Maybe too selfish.
I don't know.
Boring.
Christmas is in like 2 days.
Wow.
We are so opposite. Haha.
ReplyDeleteBut that's ok - really, Christmas is (its difficult to admit this) just another day. The real gift is Jesus, come for US, and you know and celebrate that, so that's what counts.:)
Love you, Linny.